aku paham la.....

ye.....sy tahu....tak sume org suke sy....

ye....sy tahu....tak sume phm sy.....

ye....sy tahu.....sy bukan bgs sgt.....

ye....sy tahu.....sy bukan baik sgt....

ye....sy tahu.....tak sume ikhlas dgn sy....

ye....sy tahu....dan tahu......so?? *sigh.....

b +ve minded.....ye sy tahu juga.....

everlasting frenz....

malam ni....air mata ku seolah2 bermurah hati utk disedekahkan ke pipi.....

hahahah....

al-kisah....aku td layan strong heart kat u tube....tp tu pun tak abis sbb nye pun aku tak taw....ni first time aku layan strong heart pun.....fyi, strong heart ni variety prog yg di producekan oleh eeteuk, eunhyuk n shidong....n hosted by hodong n lee seung gi......hehe...

so akibat rase tak puas hati dgn cerita tergantung aku pun search pasal epsod strong heart dgn suju ni.... so ini la hasil nye....yg membuat kan aku tersebak seketika.....

jemput2 la baca kalu sudi....

Kyuhyun:
Actually, am hesitating on whether to talk about it, it is the first time talking about this incident on TV. It happened 3 years ago, that day Shidong and I went to KTR to be guests, and on the way back to the dorm after broadcast ends, I closed my eyes and was listening to the music.

Suddenly, there is a huge noise, and the car was spinning. The noise continues and the car spun for several time, and I fainted. When I opened my eyes, I realized I was lying on the road. When I regained conscious, I realized the car has turned off to afar, and I then realized we had a car accident. That point of time, I was thinking I have to sit up, but suddenly there was a flash of white in front of my eyes. Everything in the past flashing past just like old tapes. From the first time entering school during primary school period, to going on holiday with parents, first time singing on stage, and thought, so… this is how a person die. That time Eunhyuk ran over and held my hands tight, because I was crying, praying to let me live. Eunhyuk was holding onto my hands, praying along with me. After being unconscious for 4 days, waking up, I realized I was in the hospital.
Leeteuk:
The car spun twice then overturned. That point of time I thought, this time round im died, then I fainted. I has 150 stitches then. When I opened my eyes, I realized I cant see a thing in one eyes (because my face was covered with blood). Was really tired at that point of time, and my face was covered with blood, so the ambulance rushed over to my side first. Actually Kyuhyun is lying at one corner, broke 6 of his ribs.

Kyuhyun:
That time, the broken ribs has hurt into the lungs. The doctor told my parents and the people from the company: “This kid is going to die. The operation has to start from the throat. Even with the operation, there is only 20% of success”. But my dad says “This kid has to sing, he is a singer, has his own dreams. If you start the operation from the throat, doesn’t it equals to robbing him of his one last hope? Even if he can survive, how can he continue to live?” The doctor says “Are you crazy? Your kid is dying, is singing so important? Has to have the operation no matter what”, and both parties kept arguing. Then there was this doctor, just like the Chinese doctor HuaTuo*, I can still remember the name, Professor Wang YongJok**. He said “I will use another method to operate on him, let him continue to sing”. Therefore I did not need to operate on the throat, and used the other method. When I heard of this, I cried for very long, because my dad always disapprove me to being a singer. He keep saying “How can someone who is in education profession has a singer son?”. The father that has always disapprove me to be a singer, when I was unconscious, he protected my dreams for me, so I cried very badly.

Kang Hodong: How long did you take to get back to the stage

Kyuhyun:
I get back onto the stage 5 months later. When I got back onto the stage, until the song ends, no matter if it is SJ’s fans or the other artists’ fans, as long as they see me appear, they cheered loudly for me. I felt very touched then, and felt that I had a new life. Being able to sing the song that I liked the most, being able to continue the activities with the members, being able to see the fans, being able to walk, being able to eat, felt really grateful to all these. Therefore I can continue to live. Am really thankful to the father who protected my dreams, and Eunhyuk who ran towards me the first moment and held on my hands and pray with me.

T/N: * He is famous because he is known to be a divine doctor

** Not sure the exact name

Chinese translation: 雪凌儿
English translation: minoko2440 @ sapphirepearls.com
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ntah la....aku rase aku ske sgt kat suju ni...walaupun aku taw...ramai ag yg best2....tp ntah emotional attachment dgn dorg sgt kuat...walaupun suju ni bukan la sedara or jiran mahupun sahabat aku....selepas kenal dorg dgn membaca, mendgr, n menonton cerita, lagu, reality show, movie dorg aku rase dorg sgt close wif each other walupun masing2 ade klik masing2......dorg antara grup yg berskala besar... so mcm2 dah dorg lalui....antis pun ramai...pastu pasal Visa Hangeng....accident yg hampir2 meragut nyawa mr.kyu...tak cukup tu pasal kangin DUI....mcm2...ahli kumpulan makin lame makin berkurang....skang tggl 10 org je...sedey gak...

tu la smgt dorg kuat...work very hard...ble aku follow twitter dorg....aku rase dorg ni very workholic....smua sbb nak bagi upgrade ag suju....ye la...dlu nampak suju ni mcm boyish je...skang dah transform jd manly...aku pun ske...hehehe...

ble tgk dorg sedey kdg2 aku pun terinfluence same....kalu tgk dorg gelak kdg2 aku pun join walu aku tak paham ape dorg tgh ckp..heheh....newayz...ELF kan....everlasting frenz.....tetibe tigt kat infinity...jeng2..

ctah...gja...dayah...cha...kimah...bel..nut...sy merindui kalian sume.....hope korg sihat....

berfikir2....

byk yg aku terpikir...memikir....berfikir....huhuhuhu.....

1. Rumah Sewa

rumah yg aku sewa dgn rakan2...alhamdulillah selesa....tp tu la...ade juga kekurangan lampu bilik air rosak....mesin basuh tak ley gne....*sigh...ehm....seminggu disana...rase seronok jugak la....blaja berdikari...i'll try my best....

2. Part5

%^&%@W#^&.....blurrrr.....it bcome toughest....huh....dpt ke aku lalui??.....mcm2 assessment....espcially research....assgment pun smkin ssh....wow...mmg la...kalu senang better duk skolah kan....tp aku riso aku tak dpt ikut flow....newayz....i'll try my best....

3. Kewangan

cukup ke duit pt aku ni smpai ujung thn?? adui........mintak aku pandai berjimat la...

4. -ve to +ve

bile la aku nak berubah...umur dah makin tua....tak ttp pendirian betul...geramm aku dgn diri sendiri....tak berdisiplin....kalu yg wajib pun asek tinggal....ape nak jd dgn aku.....put some effort in urself aziemah.....

5. Language

harap maklum english is international language...tp english aku....band 3 je....aduit...mampu ke aku melangkah ke alam pekerjaan dgn tahap english aku yg rendah ni....practice more aziemah....

6. Berat Badan

mmg seperti yg anda sedia maklum...sy mmg budak demmok (pinjam ayt tya jup).....so...skang keje aku asek mkn je....sbb ble sy stress aku akn sntiasa makan....kalu aku tak stress pun aku makan....aduit.....dah makin naek kot badan ini....haish.....ble la nak kecik bdn aku ini???

7. Rules n Regulations

sem ni...sume lecturers bentangkan rules n regulations...pergh...kelas en.Nizam paling ketat peraturan nye....tp yg aku takut tak ley obey tang absent n lateness...pergh....kelas mizz nurul kene pakai kasut bertutup....kelas pn.aida...office attire with heel....so...?? *sigh....

8. Ambition

ri tu..time kelas en. nizam...dia tanye ambition..so aku pun just kate nak jd successful person.....then, he replied...semua org ni manusia...n said kite mesti ade haluan n target what will be in future.....tp honestly..aku tak pikir lagi...mind aku kosong utk aku nak keje ape....dlu berkobau nak jd lecturer nak apply skim tpm...tp skang..aku fikir...to be a good lecturer kite kene ade experience ttg outside world...tp aku ni berfikiran cetek...dlm lgi sungai klang tuh....just short term goal aku nak finishkan degree dgn selamat dan berjaya..insyaAllah...yg laen tu...aku harap yg bebaek je la...

9. kpop

ye....sy akui...im addicted to kpop....yes...really...tak tipu.....tak ley kalu tak dgr or tgk video suju n other kpop idols.....rase tak lengkap....tmbahan skang kat umah sewa internet tak de...so tak ley follow slalu...so boringg....hari2 aku dgr lagu korea...kdg2 aku terfikir..kalu hari2 aku bce al-quran lagi bagus kan....ehmmmm....??

10. Menchari CHENTA

smenjak dgr lagu taeyang itu....ya..ya...ya...ye umur dah 22....spatutnye skng aku in relationship wif sumone...but unfortunately im single.....single pun ok....ade pros n cons...tp tak dinafikan stp manusia perlukan pair...siape?? ble?? ehmmm...tunggu je la....aku pun tak mencari...mungkin blum ready agi kot...lg pun biarla memerhati dr jauh je...ahakz..terasa bahagia gak kdg2...dkt jgk dgn beliau....tp....shhh...abaikan...jga persahabatan itu....perasaan didlm sile abaikan....

fikir dan terus berfikir.....manusia dikurniakan akal utk berfikir dan membuat keputusan. itu la bezanye kite dan haiwan.....

sekian....